i haven't actually met you yet, but i just want you to know that i'm absolutely sure that when i do, there will be so many things i'd like to say to you. i may not be the perfect girlfriend - i may be moody or mood swingy; i may need time alone sometimes; and i may not exactly be the life of the party. But please be patient with me. i love you for coming into my life. i love you for being part of my life. and i really do hope that when we meet, i'll be able to tell you that you are everything i dreamed you would be and more, and that you will feel the same way about me. i hope that you are currently searching for me as hard as i am searching for you. and i hope that somewhere out there, you are thinking about me too. although we haven't met yet, we will someday. and till then, be safe, take care of yourself, i love you. i'm looking forward to seeing you.
dear future me,
i know life can be hard sometimes. i know life can be confusing. i know sometimes you just want to give up totally on love and life, and just curl up into a ball and be invisible. as i am writing this, i am aware that you will be several frames ahead of me in life. and i just want you to know that i have full confidence that you will be a strong, happy individual. Be happy with what you are doing in life now. Be happy with the choices you make. It sounds strange coming from a blast from the past, but just know that I have been and will continue to pray for your (my) happiness. Things around me now may seem really difficult and tough right now, and school + committee work seems to be flooding and drowning me, but I'm sure that when you recall all these, you'll be able to look back and laugh about how trivial they all seem to you now. Till then, be happy and God bless! :)